Chaos

This one is for the rush of thoughts within me. I am thinking too many things in too short a span of time. I want to say and write far more than I have words for. But I have neither the ability nor the heart to write even a word at this time. This is the first time in my life that I am experiencing utter chaos, and surprisingly so, I want the chaos to continue, rather than anything coming to an end. I hate ends, closures, lasts, farewells. They all have one thing in common, the promise to continue, which I now know rarely holds. The truth is that beyond one day, near enough, we will all move out in different directions only to know that we have something in common, and too many things too diverse. Our ambitions, reasons, routes, companions all too distinct. While each one of us moves out, we must remember, or at least I will remember, that we shared a lot in common, the two best years of our lives. The two years that have taught each one of us a lot more than any other time could possibly have. So, with the hope that we excel and reach higher highs in life, a strongly heartfelt goodbye!!